January 1st, 2026.
another year and the prospect of things only look like a slow decline. blah blah blah woe is me as usual but i sincerley hope things even out this year or at least if i summon the courge to off myself its out of sight and out of mind. 6 years since the most fondest year of my life. i miss 2020, i miss being a kid still. now im coming on 21 and wont be going to university, will have to find a job, and my life will be dependent on finding ways to distract myself so i dont have a meltdown. where did all the courage and optomism go? when i was 19 i was still depressed and misserable but i still felt like i had the excuse of being a kid still. the world was my oyster and still is but i feel defeated and misserable. i know nobody is going to play my games anymore and all the things i was dedicated to dont even have a pulse anymore. i dont draw, i dont make games, i dont code, i dont make stories, i dont do anything. i just eat shit and sleep until the next year comes around with nothing to show for it except an extention on my already unwelcome pitty. god please, i find a sad pride in the fact that i belive your overarching presence isnt real but could do you something to possibly take me under your grace and snuff me out while im in my twilight of better times right now? i want 2016 back man, i miss being in high school and beliving that the future was going to be brilliant. now 10 years later its all slop and shit and im apart of it. i just sit there sometimes going mental at the thought of everything, it feels all encompassing. its like trying to imaginge what is outside of being alive and you cant think of it. its like a realisation that cannot be fully comprehended and its freaking my brain out. everything feels paradoxicaly unsolveable and self-destructive. can i hear music when i think of music? can i see what i visualise or is it not real? is the mind simulating vision and sound, why is it entertaining itself? im certainly not entertaining you am i? the only right answer that feels conclusive is to have a real and all knots tied end to all things for myself, dying. only when the brain stops and the last breath is breathen then will i honestly be at peace. all my friends that dont talk to me anymore would think im a looser for talking like this, and if i cant see it then it must all be my fault as businees usualy is. to truley let go and laugh and mean it a bottle of vodka deep in blissful ignorance will be my way to go if i ever overthrow the coward inside of me and throw myself into a pit that lifts the shadow from this world to make it a light brighter for everyone else. if i die my parents will grive, immediate family sure, friends will leave a sad face on facebook a month later, the internet would laugh at me if it ever knew who i was, and the world wouldnt stop spinning for me either. the furtehr out things go the less of an impact anything is dictated to be anymore. i dont want computers, i dont want video games, i dont want shit food and softcore meatbeating wankbank slop, i want to be free. no god, no convient force of answer and reason looming above like damocoles sword to dictate my actions on earth, but true and honest inconviveable peace. nothing. nothing ever again.
This year has been nothing but another fleeting moment that feels like jt was just a blink as the twilight of my best and premature years come to a head. when this new year comes around I belive with certainty that it will only get worse from here. this is my last year of college, I don't know how to get to university or even if I will be accepted, I will have to sign my life away for a job for money that I can't keep, mediocre meet ups and half asssed feelings will seep into everything and sterilise it. those 5 seconds when I wake hp where I forget who I am and how misserwble my perspective is on everything will be one of my only blessings from now onwards. my mind ks fresking put more and mlre when it thinks so much, i feel like shit and the wlrld is beyond sabving. eberything feels irrelative and ungroujded and there feels like there is mlthing wkth obsllhte certariny i can devote my lfe towards. i jist need to fuck lff to some dingy apartment and off myself and stop crying like a bitch all thw time.. oh woe is me wont shut up about it all, the kdea of passing on and beign fkrgektten and trampled on long after my death ks comforting, like a corpse in a wasteland that people will pick a peice to take wjth them or use to lare a crow or something. i suppose i can inly keep wlaking forward as usual. maybe God will give me tbe grace to take me off the ground abd oust my malaised self out of pity
I sit here on this computer everyday thinking about what i can do and what lays ahead for myself, and i never do it. it gets pushed aside, sidelined, but never forgotten. the idea to justify my existence ferments always within my mind, and everytime i see a planned date flyby without anything to show for it except my continued existence, i now feel indifferent about it. im no longer a child, i will be turning 21 next year, all i can do is worry about the days ahead and what will cross my walkpath and knock me clean off my feet or thrust me into a new era of my meyandering day-by-day life. the thoguht of living off fumes, pushing myself as far as i can only to collapse under my own ignorance is something that never doesnt not fascinate me. thats what life is about i think, to expand without exception until entropy tugs on the chain of inevitablity and brings everything down so another entity can take its place and circle around the same cycle that they will always never fail to refuse to admit. everyone wants to admit they are fine with life and the chaos of entropy's nature but their mind will always teeter-totter on the perspecive depending on how close they are to falling off one side of the ever weening seesaw of human nature. we want to be open and free with eachother but the moment the lies are stripped and the hearts see what it refused to accept the utopia of cooperation will collapse in on itself time and time again. the day of unity and solidarity will just be a day, and will outlive the minds of every human who died, dared, or wandered into the day that will never come to be. are we just not seeing something so incomprehensibly horrific that our minds arnt freaking out yet? why do our brains have emotions, thought, and paranoia? do we have justice halls for show if they are often used immoraly because of human pragmatism? lets all build a road, a rail, something, togehter, all together. maybe a better system than america can be achived? but its probably the most optimal system for human nature. it leans into human nature, its insecurities and the larger-picture of how our behaviors can be domesitcated for general unity. you work for your money that can be spend on what you want, we encourage mutual cooperation despite our differences under the dollar distracted with consumerism, but capitalism is such an efficent and 'fair' system, it allows us to invest in greater projects and work towards private goals autonamously for supply and demand. everyone votes for the man who usurps their contestant in a debate and makes them look cool and effective, only for the man to be hatred and disliked when he has to go back on his unfurfilled promises to keep a fragment of his vision of governance alive. is it truley simpler to let go? I miss being care-free. i miss having all my friends on a game every night and now im too paranoid and uncool that they have de facto moved on now. maybe i need to move on too. i miss arron, i want to play minecraft with him one more time if i could. hed run circles around me because he smashes the tits in of minecraft everytime we used to play but now im sitting here absently thinking about asking him to come on but hes not here anymore. i could always go on minecraft discord and find some half-assed multiplayer that falls apart before it gets hosted, or ask my friends to play (but never get a reponse), but id just want to log on one more time with him. piss about making a shitty wooden house and id use shears to make a christmas tree, put lanterns on it and come back an hour later and hed renoovate the house entirley instead of telling me out of spite because id always leave floating trees everywhere. sometimes i feel like i would trade my life for him. for the people to poke at me they always say that ive got my whole life ahead of me, it feels like im just playing in the background though. without sounding like a redditor it feels like im just observing in the background with little agency. the most major contribution to my own sustainabilty is the idea that one day i can throw my neck through a noose and with that action throw away all the mind numbing tribulations i constrained myself to. it will be the honest and true day that i will entirley feel free and content. life is unforgiving and some birds are born to fall out of the nest. i find a firm security that there is entirley nothing else ever again for me, and that the momentary and aching unproven and self-inflicted troubles of the mind will come to an end without me being there to realise the contrast. i will dissapear without word and an implied selfishness for my own contentness. Missed college again today i dont feel like going in tommorow i hate it i hate everything i hate myself i hate how ungrateful and self-destructive i am when i have the world in my hands and i choose to throw everything away again and again every ending to anything my mind thinks of is rationalized to the point of paralysing insignificance that it doesnt matter to take the decision in the first place i dont want anything except food sometimes and the courage to bring myself to a just end so the world can be a little big brighter when i fall flat on my face and the sun shines over my body as it did before i came to be. i just cant stop thinking all the time it feels usless to think yet i alwaks thinking i cant do anything and i never will and the years will only go by as i look back at my wasted years of doing nothing because i stopped trying i want life to take me over the edge and put an end to the paradoxical missery everyone is fine with i have a mouth but i dont feel like yelling im always hungry always feel like shit i sleep when i get back home and sit at the dammed computer thinking ill do something but i never do and now its almost 2 years since and it keeps getting longer and further away and i cant keep up the speed to bother trying but i know ill always wake up tommorow to wallow in my own self-inflicted missery for a life that millions around the world would kill for and its all wasted always wasted can the lord put me out of my missery and bring me peace The latter half of this year has felt like the end of an era for me, or immedate relations at least. things have gradualy been on the decline for months if not a couple years now, and each and every day the irritating feeling of emnity and missery keeps slowy eating away at me, its like i always feel hungry all the time, my stomach feels uneasy and empty, my mind feels like its circling downwards in dispair, i know i'll still be here for years to come but mentaly i wouldnt mind if something hit me swift and hard and brung myself to a much needed end. life just feels very empty now. i still dont have a job and i dont look forward to the prospect of it either. im in college but im a month behind on all the busywork about researching this and that about insitutions i will never be able to go to now becasue i am entirley reaching this feeling of a swift disconnection from everything, like im on a wagon speeding down a ramp i dont want to aknowledge the concerte wall i see. i miss my uncle. everyone was crying and i feel down in shit when i found out about his passing and i feel bad that i havent remotley cried about it since. i dont even want to look at pictures of him anymore because i know that amazing part of my life is never going to return again. everyone who hasnt moved on is somber and upset, my grandparents act the same now as they did before but theres no excited and jerryatric laugh, no one-or-so tooth-absent grin from letting of fireworks together, just somber shuffling. i feel bad for my dad a lot, i dont know what to say and me always shrugging off visiting him because of my own meandering problems isnt making anything any better. i'm just waiting for college to confront me on my critical mass of missing work and kick me out on my sorry stinking ass so everyone else can prospher. all i do is wake up to talk shit with some classmates who only talk to me becasue of circumstance. dont talk to my real friends anymore because i always flake out on them and never commit to anything. they've praticaly moved on and maybe i need to move on too, or maybe it just becomes a distant relationship like everyone else? im always just hungry, sickly, discouraged, and stimulated by nothing but medial busywork im not even doing anymore. i'm just waiting for life to kick my door down and kick me back so i can shatter into a million peices and be done with it all. its like my mind doesnt freak out and realise what is going on as long as i dont think about things extitentionaly at least. things that shouldve been done in a day or two or a couple weeks have dragged on for over a year now, my mind is stalemating on ideas that wont ever see the light of day. if i had what i wanted i would be immedatley bored, everything i want feels short-term related and the weary state of the world and all the meaningless shouting does not make me feel any better about the future in general. im just thinking about how that incomprehensible nothingness would feel when i die. i fear it always but when i end up in its arms i won't know what hit me, there will be no afterthought no eternal extistentional peace and no missery, in contrast at least, ever again. My life is continuing to gradualy go downhill and ive got nobody but myself to blame for it, i sit around and do nothing all day and then lie to myself and move my goal posts further and further away each and every fucking time. not a minute goes by where i cant justify why im not a stupid egotistical and pathetic looser, not a minute goes by where i dont not see past my own hopeless hopeful lies. almost 20 and god forbit i dare to think of where i'll be when im 25. im getting told off all the time in collee and being pulled behind because my attendance sucks ass. universitys is circling the drain too because id need to do another year of this course and leave college at 21 which is gonna cost me doble digit thousands to even pull another year off, and then another 10k or so for university if i even manage to pass at the lowest bar of entry after the college shitshow. probably wont even bother to apply again for september even if i could afford it, probably just get some job in retail and work for a few years and fuck off to some shitty apartment free from the crossfire and drink myself to death because i'd finnaly seen past my copes and lies and come to terms with my cowardly and useless existence. i sound like a bitch crying over this shit and everyones been at that position in their lives but i cant tell whats hopeless hopefull bullshit lies and whats tried and true. i just dont want to be around anymore, i just want to dissapear and die in some ditch somewhere. came across one of my first images i put up on my website 4 years ago yesterday. i cant belive time keeps slipping so much.. it feels like everything and nothing has changed since i left high school. i miss 2021 man, i miss pissing about with my dreamcast and playing with my chao on my VMU. things felt so optomistic then and its not even been that long. now im just a paranoid loner who doesnt turn up to college half the time and doesnt belive in anything anymore. i dont even have the same passion for this website i did when i made it 1462 days ago. passion is long gone and now everything comes down to numbers on a spreadsheet, and nobody takes me seriously because i sound like a moody fucking teenager, but im almost 20 already. im sure in 10 years time ill look back to myself and laugh, but also want to go back to where i am now myself. its all so complicated but stupidly enough isnt at the same time. i dont remember when i turned autopilot on cant remember how long ive felt empty after 4 years of half-assed missery, i finnaly managed to pull-through and break-even with my grades, getting the equivilent of a grade C in my maths after so long. how fucking misserable, really. almost 20 years of age and i scrapped by to the lowest acceptable standard there is for CV qualifcations and i dont even feel passionate or pursuitful for higher education anymore. i finnaly open the door to get entry to any standard course i want and i dont even feel like peeling myself out of my bed to use it and give my life some fleeting sense of purpose. Why do i even bother man.. i know why i bother because of a feeling to keep moving forward but man, i wonder why i havent just fucked off in my sleep and made the world a little bit brighter even if it was for a moment. started watching that ted series in the lead up to midnight and was thorougly enjoying it until i realised there were 5 minutes until 2025, so i had to turn it off and watch the new year celebration thing, and it was a minute behind anywway. still watched 2024 tick over to 2025 though on a clock, so i can already say i spent the first moment of the year worrying about time as always. I wonder what i will achive this year? I already feel somewhat hopeful, but thats probably because a number ticked over to something new and exciting and my brain wont seperate that notion from how everything else in the world didnt dramaticaly change overnight. another 'new' year is just around the corner. halfway through the 20s and ive got nothing to show for it as usual, just slept through most of it and kept lying to myself that things will get better when I know I am my only obstacle. At least I can ferment in the fresh feeling of January, ive always liked that somewhat. i do regret not getting anything of any significance done this year though, but maybe next year ill do something. anyway, I hope you generally have a better if not okay year following tonight. EDIT: As you've heard from almost anyone today, 2025 is less than a day away. I hope you enjoy, I hope next year is swell, and if you happen to excel, I hope all still remains well. I'll be even further from home as I've already been away since christmas, but I'm taking a second chance at a new year's eve I should have had exactly a year ago. May as well try something different instead of being at my nans with a family that rivals a pen of pigs in rowdyness. I probably won't be online until later on in the day on January 1st, but I hope you all have a good first day, and I hope your new year 'resolutions' last longer than a week christmas was dissappinting but present, and the days after i was looking forward to to be doing nothing have dissappintingly been used up by doing nothing, and now im 15 minutes away from having less than two days to enjoy myself before i have to sort out my life and get things in order. another year goes by where I've done nothing and another year of immedatley broken New year promises will surely follow soon enough. all i can do is wait until 2025 ticks over and all the gyms fill with fat people who can only be trusted to turn up as far as you can throw them. LORD BLESS OUR GRACED AND WONDERFUL BLUE MARBLE OF LIFE AND GOOD-ENOUGH COHEISIVENESS, WE ARE LUCKY TO BE HERE AND ALL IS WELL AS IT GETS FOR JUST ONE DAY! CHERISH TIME WITH YOUR LOVED ONES AND DO NOT TWIST THE HAND OF YOUR RELATIVES THAT GIVE YOU MONEY OUT OF WHAT IS SUPPOSED TO BE YOUR INHERITANCE FUND! ENJOY A CHRISTMAS MOVIE, DRINK HOT CHOCLATE, AND LOVE ONE ANOTHER FOR JUST A SINGLE DAY BEFORE IT ALL GOES BACK TO SHIT! MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ONE AND ALL! Another christmas is hours away, and were once again on the cusp of a new year, only we're halfway through the decade now. I'll be leaving my best years, and entering a world of missery, letdowns, and reliable dissapointment. but at least i can chisel away at what will be left of my income on drinking nights out. maybe next year things will feel better, or maybe i will just let go all together and finaly find peace somehow. anyway i hope things work out for you this christmas, or at least remain just as merry as the last one. i might upload a webcomic or two in the last week of the year, but i dont know man.. i dont even want to get up for christmas day, or to 2025 at this point. November's come and went, and December is only hours away. Can't say im looking forward to christmas this year either, except for going over to my dads. theres a lot more company there, and it beats going to some over-expensed christmas dinner with a family circle i dont care for. I'm still grateful that the holidays arnt sad like it is for many out there though, i'd probably say its just feeling more mediocre. i think it was 2021 or 2022 when my last best christmasses were spent. I got a N64 and mum and dad grit their teeth to be together for the sake of having one last cohesivie christmas, and also the fun of trying to convince my mother DIE-HARD was a christmas film too. I know its still a little under a month away but as many will tell you i hope christmas time treats you well, or at least brings some warmth back to the unpresidented missery of the world. Another month has passed. 2025 is not so far away anymore. times just been flying by for a while now, with not much so show for it either. my 20s are not so far away, there will be plenty of maturing to do for a world so cuthroat and crazy. Maybe some of that hope of a new era will come back soon, i want that hope again, things have been dull for the first half of the decade so far. I've wasted four years in college, long lost any ambition or drive to pursue a career, and my patience is as flimsy as that britle conductive sponge stuff they put under those old IBM keyboards. Maybe i'll start speaking to my friends again and make myself more approachable, or maybe ill just go back to sleeping my months away per usual. It would be wise to keep walking forward, at least keep up pace with the rest of the world. - Theo 09/11/2024 Still miserable, still frustrated. Another year goes by where i havent achived anything worth mentioning, and the only silver lining in that being that so many other people will feel the same way come january 1st. how do i do a line break in this thing, im forgetting html. oh well im going back to sleep Im in the twlight of my best years now. I can wait until my life becomes another digit on a spreadsheet, and the uneasyness of knowing im overstaying my welcome of blissful ignorance nips away at me. This is what life becomes. Working 79% of our weeks away to pay our keep and give the majority of it away to the big organization above us that furfils the luxoruies and conviences of our lives, and 79% doesnt seem so bad because 79 feels far less depressing than the price of 80. then you can spend what you have left on food that makes your brain tingle and your several subscriptions to increasingly quality-flimsy write-off entertainment programs to waste the time away until you can go back to work or that time of each month that gives you money arrives. even if you maintain motivation and enough denial to keep pushing for the job you dream to do, its going to hit you with a lifetime of irritation at the dishartening realisation that you were one of the few to achive your dreams, only for your passion to be turned into a rigid corporate-shute system that hurls decency back at your face with no napkin offered for your honest back-breaking work. i can wait to have my life reduced to a rat race, but i dont have much time to ferment in ignorance anymore. I wont have much of any free time after i get into the routine of a job and whatnot. we commit our existence to paying our bills and bowing to our far-from-reasonable superiors who are not receptive of maintaining a perception at the same level of their lower peers. then i come back and have my patience tested at college all day with stuff im loosing interest or motivation for, and then i come home to the 3 or 4 hours of free time ill have before i sleep the rest away because of our system of social sustainability. and good god, i can defnintley wait for the day when i have to endure the passive-agressivenss of all around me outside of my shrewd group of friends because i want to stay alive and not feel old and irrelevant. but maybe im just a big crybaby, and ill sterlize over time and fit in with you all, aruging over stupid television shows and mind-numbing video games. the future is bleak but the lights are pretty. October 15th, 2024. NexusNet has been relocated to paradeenet.neocities.org. I've done this because i started the project thinking id make a serious copy-cat internet thing, but i've found more fun and workability into making it humerous, hence the stupid new name 'Paredee' which is a parody of 'Parody'. for now the old nexusnet domain just relocates you to the project. An image as a link: Started work on another web project, this one is called 'NexusNet'. its my own little fake internet, and comprises of my hit-and-miss attempts to emulate some of that early-internet appeal. as of now there is only two directories on the domain to poke at. Over time it will gradualy get bigger and more complicated, hopefuly emulating the nature of the internet in a way. I'll see how it goes. An image as a link: Summer was over before i knew it. i spent all of three months in front of this dammed computer, and i have nothing to show for it. Going to be starting college in 3 days and 2025 is only 4 months away. where did this year go? ever since 2020 its been an unrelenting blur of wasted time with nothing remotley fond or important to look back on. going to be in my 20s soon enough, and im sure thats going to whiz by like nothing becuase nothing says otherwise. I wish i never touched a damn computer.. these stupid metal bins with chips in them please my mind but rot my brain. I'll never unfuse from these technilogical tumors because i could never live without these machines. I hope one day people can live their lives without obustruction of personal computers and phones. They are praticaly wired to us in this day in age, and i cant ever comphrehend a reduction of its leeching intrusiveness. EDIT: check out this point and click Windows 95 thing im making, its been added into the index!! Came across this myspace imitation, looks pretty cool and I made a profileif your interested. Also went to the ciema and wathced a re-release of terminator 2 and it was KICKASS!! ive been wondering if anywhere would do old films again and then found out they did so i didnt hesitate to book tickets and i enjoyed it. reminds me of when i watched the lego movie in cimeas as a kid and loved the reactions of a full cinema laughting at the moments and jokes.. cant belive its been 10 years since. EDIT: i made a dreamcast chat on spacehey you can If you havent already seen on the frontpage, i had recently picked up an old computer, along with a full desktop really. It was a long drive but i came back with something i will appricate greatly, and since yesterday i have been meddling around with the system and testing out some stuff via CD file transfers. Im making a whole article on this soon in the articles section, but for now heres an image or two of the system: I hope you are all having a good summer, I've come back to the website once again to update a couple of things. I've aligned some new icons with the index, created a new site banner, alongside a website button for people to put on their website if they want to link me up. If you want to link my website the button is at the bottom of the index but i will also leave it below this entry. [entry widthdrawn] If anyone is interested i have recently made a youtube and newgrounds account for my spontainious projects to be presented. also on a unrelated note, an ongoing solar flare storm is supposedly bringing the northern lights to a deal of the northern hemisphere. theres plenty of articles spewing out any information they can so where exactly it is visible and when during the night is conflicting, but i would consider you keep an eye out if your up tonight, because i can imagine a lot of us will never get such a chance. EDIT: the lights are visible in britan!! please go look at the night sky before the northern lights simmer out! I might divide different projects in the artwork folder considering a lot of it is getting drowned out by new loose content. I am also working on an animation project, and i may post some storyboard sketches soon. One day I hope the world unites. I hope humanity looks past its inherent divisive flaws and treats its fellow man with mutual respect. I hope we stop dividing the world and our people into separative chunks of our home, I hope we stop polarizing each other into a dissenting and degenerate rage, and I hope the natural lust for ego is gutted like the bastardizing tumor it is. this message will most likely not be heard because I am a coward in my rambling, I want us all to live in prosperity and unity, but that will never happen. we will continue to bicker over 29% of our little rock's surface, arguing about why one group does things differently than another group. maybe one day we will regret our divisive nature when external forces take us over or blow us to hell. we will lie to ourselves in our last moments, indulging in the fraudulent thought that there was nothing we could have done, but if anything at least we may find comfort in our demise when our brains simmer the incomprehensible into a contorted lie of fate. EDIT: If my paranoid rant interests you, here is an article I wrote subsequently after writing this journal entry. the website has been reversed to the original layout, and somebody has finnaly woken up. [entry widthdrawn] removed most of the christmas decorations. interest in maintaining this site has long since disapated, and there will be an indefinite haiatus until interest returns to the project. i do not hold the same enthusiasm i had in 2021. [entry widthdrawn] Recovered the long lost 30/09/2021 webcomic, restored in the now reavilable and renovated index for webcomics. Also to commemorate the entry of the holiday season, festive lights will reappar on the site, along with a new years banner also. Another renovation is underway, mostly to transition the entire website into something more interesting layout-wise. I will continue working on it tonight and hopefuly this might renew some interest in maintaining this project. its been almost 3 months since i last edited this website. I might try and improve the layout, maybe not, probably not, ill probably leave it idle like i did the last 3 months prior. i don't feel like doing anything anymore. It's almost 2023 already! I hope you all had a good christmas, and a happy new year! hopefully i will get at least ONE webcomic out before the new year, so thats something. The new year awaits, full of opportunities, glee, tradgedies, and the ever persisting struggle to test your resilience. I hope you all make and achive your new year's resolutions, and make this year a good one! It's christmas eve! I hope you all have a good christmas, and make the best of a such a write-off year. If I can, i will try to make some more webcomics before the end of the year. I'd like to remind you readers that there are people who are much less fortunate than you or me, and you should appreciate things as much as you can. People notice how important things are when it is absent from their lives, and they always wish they had spent more time doing what they loved, or spending time with those they love. It sounds like such cheesy bullshit, but please, seize oppurtunity, cherish your liberties, and come to appricate and understand how lucky you are to hopefully live in such a free and democratic country where you can make the most of your life, and be free to follow your ambitions, and feel gratified. It's almost christmas again! It seems so far I mostly come back to this website at the holiday times. I've made a little alternate ww2 gif in the animations page, it's slightly screwed up the page's centring, but it works for now. Wow. almost an entire year has gone by. Sorry it's been so long since I've been updating this website, but i have plenty of new artwork for the artwork page, and it's almost the holidays again! how time flies.. I'll try and upload some new webcomics too! As a little bonus for today, I'm uploading some alternate history maps that'll probably be in the artwork section. It's offical, my epic website is 1 year old! In celebration of this, I haven't got much planned. However, it also marks exactly 5,000 views on my site! The site will be getting a new category, "articles". I'll be posting some articles where you can view some stuff I write about with some cool pictures. Wow, I made one of my animations 2 years ago, down to the day. It's a stickman animation where he explores windows 10, it's not much, but i found it interesting-ish. Also new site journal music, and on the 8th of this month, it will mark the 1st anniversary of my epic website! It's been a whole month. Well, sorry for leaving you all empty-handed for so long. However, to make up for this, I'll be posting a bunch of animated gifs to download, In the brand new "animations" subpage! feel free to download some way mediocre stuff. I'll also be updating the site dates at the bottom. Ladies and Gentlemen, There is now less than a day from the dawn of a new year! Everyone have a happy new year, and I wish you all an amazing night, day, and year! Also, there's another 6 pannel comic on its way later on. EDIT: I won't be active for the weekend, so I'll be back and active on January 2nd or 3rd. It's almost 2022! Hopefully a much prosperous year than 2020 or 2021. Lets all hope the decade will get better 2 years in. Also I'll upload a comic, just a little story arc to follow. I might upload a comic strip later on, and yesterday I added wii music midis to the webcomics. Aside from that, not much else is going on. EDIT: over 4,000 views! thanks a lot, another great milestone. Might upload a comic strip by the end of the day, also prepping the website for new years. Nothing huge planned, just some tweaks like consistency in page layouts and clearing wasted space. EDIT: almost at 4,000 views! This is incredible! I hope you all had a great Christmas, and I wish you all a new year. for the remainder of 2021, the site won't be as active, because I've just had Christmas, and I want to chillax until I go back to education and routine in 2022. I'll probably upload a comic for now, and hopefully, for December 31st, I'll have some sort of final gift for the site's first year. Until then, Merry Christmas, and have a happy new year! MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ONE AND ALL! I've uploaded a special 6-pannel comic, and I wish us all a hopefully better new year. Enjoy your presents, enjoy your food, and most importantly, enjoy your time with your family and friends. Never take things for granted. Happy Holidays! It's Christmas eve! We are now less than a day away! I wish you all a great Christmas, and please stay safe during the whole global virus thing still going on right now... anywho, enjoy, and listen to as many Christmas songs as you can! Also, a 6-pannel webcomic will be uploaded tomorrow, it's special because it's Christmas. EDIT: I got some epic MIDIs to play on the site. Nintendo, please don't sue me over something this trivial. I'm still working on the website, and I hope you all are ready for Christmas! I'll probably be sorting out a few categories on the homepage, and some extra pages on gaming or comics should be done by the end of the day. EDIT: 3,000 VIEWS! This is awesome guys! I'm so happy that there are over three thousand people who found my hard work. I know I know, I keep saying the websites coming back over and over, but this time I really will make an effort to be more active. I've got it all organized, and the website is being updated as I speak, so we should be set for the new year, 2022! Still working on the site, it's pretty slow though. Also, it's a whole new month tomorrow, that's pretty interesting. I got Friday to look forward to. hoping to see the new James bond and the jackass movie, it's something to look forward to. I've done yet another overhaul to the website, I don't know if it's gonna stick, I'm always changing it. but it looks alright. I'm gonna get some stuff on the site because I always forget about it. the rest of these pages should be up soon enough. I've moved things around a little, not much. it just saves me updating stuff all the time across each page because I don't know how to run scripts to change that yet. The website should be up by this afternoon, ill just have to see. but i've done a huge overhaul with html tables to make it more modernized. I started working on my new website layout and its gonna take a while to perfect. After my last failed attempt at getting the website fully revamped, I picked up where I left off and finnaly finished the big update to the whole website's astetic, groove, and the sorts. I'll think about those other pages in the morning. Addressing the website's overhaul was a mess. I am going to have to have a look at the code and perhaps redo it from scratch. luckily not much had to be redone, it was an easy fix. hopefully I can get it done before midnight. [MISSING ENTRIES, STILL TO BE RECOVERED]
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