November 30th, 2024.

November's come and went, and December is only hours away. Can't say im looking forward to christmas this year either, except for going over to my dads. theres a lot more company there, and it beats going to some over-expensed christmas dinner with a family circle i dont care for. I'm still grateful that the holidays arnt sad like it is for many out there though, i'd probably say its just feeling more mediocre. i think it was 2021 or 2022 when my last best christmasses were spent. I got a N64 and mum and dad grit their teeth to be together for the sake of having one last cohesivie christmas, and also the fun of trying to convince my mother DIE-HARD was a christmas film too. I know its still a little under a month away but as many will tell you i hope christmas time treats you well, or at least brings some warmth back to the unpresidented missery of the world.

November 9th, 2024.

Another month has passed. 2025 is not so far away anymore. times just been flying by for a while now, with not much so show for it either. my 20s are not so far away, there will be plenty of maturing to do for a world so cuthroat and crazy.

Maybe some of that hope of a new era will come back soon, i want that hope again, things have been dull for the first half of the decade so far. I've wasted four years in college, long lost any ambition or drive to pursue a career, and my patience is as flimsy as that britle conductive sponge stuff they put under those old IBM keyboards.

Maybe i'll start speaking to my friends again and make myself more approachable, or maybe ill just go back to sleeping my months away per usual.

It would be wise to keep walking forward, at least keep up pace with the rest of the world.

- Theo 09/11/2024

November 7th, 2024.

Still miserable, still frustrated. Another year goes by where i havent achived anything worth mentioning, and the only silver lining in that being that so many other people will feel the same way come january 1st. how do i do a line break in this thing, im forgetting html. oh well im going back to sleep

October 28th, 2024.

Im in the twlight of my best years now. I can wait until my life becomes another digit on a spreadsheet, and the uneasyness of knowing im overstaying my welcome of blissful ignorance nips away at me. This is what life becomes. Working 79% of our weeks away to pay our keep and give the majority of it away to the big organization above us that furfils the luxoruies and conviences of our lives, and 79% doesnt seem so bad because 79 feels far less depressing than the price of 80. then you can spend what you have left on food that makes your brain tingle and your several subscriptions to increasingly quality-flimsy write-off entertainment programs to waste the time away until you can go back to work or that time of each month that gives you money arrives. even if you maintain motivation and enough denial to keep pushing for the job you dream to do, its going to hit you with a lifetime of irritation at the dishartening realisation that you were one of the few to achive your dreams, only for your passion to be turned into a rigid corporate-shute system that hurls decency back at your face with no napkin offered for your honest back-breaking work. i can wait to have my life reduced to a rat race, but i dont have much time to ferment in ignorance anymore. I wont have much of any free time after i get into the routine of a job and whatnot. we commit our existence to paying our bills and bowing to our far-from-reasonable superiors who are not receptive of maintaining a perception at the same level of their lower peers. then i come back and have my patience tested at college all day with stuff im loosing interest or motivation for, and then i come home to the 3 or 4 hours of free time ill have before i sleep the rest away because of our system of social sustainability. and good god, i can defnintley wait for the day when i have to endure the passive-agressivenss of all around me outside of my shrewd group of friends because i want to stay alive and not feel old and irrelevant. but maybe im just a big crybaby, and ill sterlize over time and fit in with you all, aruging over stupid television shows and mind-numbing video games. the future is bleak but the lights are pretty.

October 15th, 2024.

NexusNet has been relocated to paradeenet.neocities.org. I've done this because i started the project thinking id make a serious copy-cat internet thing, but i've found more fun and workability into making it humerous, hence the stupid new name 'Paredee' which is a parody of 'Parody'. for now the old nexusnet domain just relocates you to the project.

An image as a link:

October 14th, 2024.

Started work on another web project, this one is called 'NexusNet'. its my own little fake internet, and comprises of my hit-and-miss attempts to emulate some of that early-internet appeal. as of now there is only two directories on the domain to poke at. Over time it will gradualy get bigger and more complicated, hopefuly emulating the nature of the internet in a way. I'll see how it goes.

An image as a link:

September 1st, 2024.

Summer was over before i knew it. i spent all of three months in front of this dammed computer, and i have nothing to show for it. Going to be starting college in 3 days and 2025 is only 4 months away. where did this year go? ever since 2020 its been an unrelenting blur of wasted time with nothing remotley fond or important to look back on. going to be in my 20s soon enough, and im sure thats going to whiz by like nothing becuase nothing says otherwise. I wish i never touched a damn computer.. these stupid metal bins with chips in them please my mind but rot my brain. I'll never unfuse from these technilogical tumors because i could never live without these machines.

I hope one day people can live their lives without obustruction of personal computers and phones. They are praticaly wired to us in this day in age, and i cant ever comphrehend a reduction of its leeching intrusiveness. EDIT: check out this point and click Windows 95 thing im making, its been added into the index!!

August 30th, 2024.

Came across this myspace imitation, looks pretty cool and I made a profileif your interested. Also went to the ciema and wathced a re-release of terminator 2 and it was KICKASS!! ive been wondering if anywhere would do old films again and then found out they did so i didnt hesitate to book tickets and i enjoyed it. reminds me of when i watched the lego movie in cimeas as a kid and loved the reactions of a full cinema laughting at the moments and jokes.. cant belive its been 10 years since.

EDIT: i made a dreamcast chat on spacehey you can to go to the chat if you are interested!!

August 16th, 2024.

If you havent already seen on the frontpage, i had recently picked up an old computer, along with a full desktop really. It was a long drive but i came back with something i will appricate greatly, and since yesterday i have been meddling around with the system and testing out some stuff via CD file transfers. Im making a whole article on this soon in the articles section, but for now heres an image or two of the system:

August 13th, 2024.

I hope you are all having a good summer, I've come back to the website once again to update a couple of things. I've aligned some new icons with the index, created a new site banner, alongside a website button for people to put on their website if they want to link me up. If you want to link my website the button is at the bottom of the index but i will also leave it below this entry.

here it is, just link the button to 'theosepicwebsite.neocities.org'

May 26th, 2024.

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May 10th, 2024.

If anyone is interested i have recently made a youtube and newgrounds account for my spontainious projects to be presented. also on a unrelated note, an ongoing solar flare storm is supposedly bringing the northern lights to a deal of the northern hemisphere. theres plenty of articles spewing out any information they can so where exactly it is visible and when during the night is conflicting, but i would consider you keep an eye out if your up tonight, because i can imagine a lot of us will never get such a chance. EDIT: the lights are visible in britan!! please go look at the night sky before the northern lights simmer out!

April 24th, 2024.

I might divide different projects in the artwork folder considering a lot of it is getting drowned out by new loose content. I am also working on an animation project, and i may post some storyboard sketches soon.

April 13th, 2024.

One day I hope the world unites. I hope humanity looks past its inherent divisive flaws and treats its fellow man with mutual respect. I hope we stop dividing the world and our people into separative chunks of our home, I hope we stop polarizing each other into a dissenting and degenerate rage, and I hope the natural lust for ego is gutted like the bastardizing tumor it is. this message will most likely not be heard because I am a coward in my rambling, I want us all to live in prosperity and unity, but that will never happen. we will continue to bicker over 29% of our little rock's surface, arguing about why one group does things differently than another group. maybe one day we will regret our divisive nature when external forces take us over or blow us to hell. we will lie to ourselves in our last moments, indulging in the fraudulent thought that there was nothing we could have done, but if anything at least we may find comfort in our demise when our brains simmer the incomprehensible into a contorted lie of fate.

EDIT: If my paranoid rant interests you, here is an article I wrote subsequently after writing this journal entry.

April 3rd, 2024.

the website has been reversed to the original layout, and somebody has finnaly woken up.

April 2nd, 2024.

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January 24th, 2024.

removed most of the christmas decorations. interest in maintaining this site has long since disapated, and there will be an indefinite haiatus until interest returns to the project. i do not hold the same enthusiasm i had in 2021.

December 25th, 2023.

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December 5th, 2023.

Recovered the long lost 30/09/2021 webcomic, restored in the now reavilable and renovated index for webcomics. Also to commemorate the entry of the holiday season, festive lights will reappar on the site, along with a new years banner also.

November 25th, 2023.

Another renovation is underway, mostly to transition the entire website into something more interesting layout-wise. I will continue working on it tonight and hopefuly this might renew some interest in maintaining this project.

November 2nd, 2023.

its been almost 3 months since i last edited this website. I might try and improve the layout, maybe not, probably not, ill probably leave it idle like i did the last 3 months prior. i don't feel like doing anything anymore.

December 31st, 2022.

It's almost 2023 already! I hope you all had a good christmas, and a happy new year! hopefully i will get at least ONE webcomic out before the new year, so thats something. The new year awaits, full of opportunities, glee, tradgedies, and the ever persisting struggle to test your resilience. I hope you all make and achive your new year's resolutions, and make this year a good one!

December 24th, 2022.

It's christmas eve! I hope you all have a good christmas, and make the best of a such a write-off year. If I can, i will try to make some more webcomics before the end of the year. I'd like to remind you readers that there are people who are much less fortunate than you or me, and you should appreciate things as much as you can. People notice how important things are when it is absent from their lives, and they always wish they had spent more time doing what they loved, or spending time with those they love. It sounds like such cheesy bullshit, but please, seize oppurtunity, cherish your liberties, and come to appricate and understand how lucky you are to hopefully live in such a free and democratic country where you can make the most of your life, and be free to follow your ambitions, and feel gratified.

December 16th, 2022.

It's almost christmas again! It seems so far I mostly come back to this website at the holiday times. I've made a little alternate ww2 gif in the animations page, it's slightly screwed up the page's centring, but it works for now.

November 29th, 2022.

Wow. almost an entire year has gone by. Sorry it's been so long since I've been updating this website, but i have plenty of new artwork for the artwork page, and it's almost the holidays again! how time flies.. I'll try and upload some new webcomics too! As a little bonus for today, I'm uploading some alternate history maps that'll probably be in the artwork section.

February 8th, 2022.

It's offical, my epic website is 1 year old! In celebration of this, I haven't got much planned. However, it also marks exactly 5,000 views on my site! The site will be getting a new category, "articles". I'll be posting some articles where you can view some stuff I write about with some cool pictures.

February 5th, 2022.

Wow, I made one of my animations 2 years ago, down to the day. It's a stickman animation where he explores windows 10, it's not much, but i found it interesting-ish. Also new site journal music, and on the 8th of this month, it will mark the 1st anniversary of my epic website!

February 4th, 2022.

It's been a whole month. Well, sorry for leaving you all empty-handed for so long. However, to make up for this, I'll be posting a bunch of animated gifs to download, In the brand new "animations" subpage! feel free to download some way mediocre stuff. I'll also be updating the site dates at the bottom.

December 31st, 2021.

Ladies and Gentlemen, There is now less than a day from the dawn of a new year! Everyone have a happy new year, and I wish you all an amazing night, day, and year! Also, there's another 6 pannel comic on its way later on. EDIT: I won't be active for the weekend, so I'll be back and active on January 2nd or 3rd.

December 30th, 2021.

It's almost 2022! Hopefully a much prosperous year than 2020 or 2021. Lets all hope the decade will get better 2 years in. Also I'll upload a comic, just a little story arc to follow.

December 29th, 2021.

I might upload a comic strip later on, and yesterday I added wii music midis to the webcomics. Aside from that, not much else is going on. EDIT: over 4,000 views! thanks a lot, another great milestone.

December 28th, 2021.

Might upload a comic strip by the end of the day, also prepping the website for new years. Nothing huge planned, just some tweaks like consistency in page layouts and clearing wasted space. EDIT: almost at 4,000 views! This is incredible!

December 27th, 2021.

I hope you all had a great Christmas, and I wish you all a new year. for the remainder of 2021, the site won't be as active, because I've just had Christmas, and I want to chillax until I go back to education and routine in 2022. I'll probably upload a comic for now, and hopefully, for December 31st, I'll have some sort of final gift for the site's first year. Until then, Merry Christmas, and have a happy new year!

December 25th, 2021.

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ONE AND ALL! I've uploaded a special 6-pannel comic, and I wish us all a hopefully better new year. Enjoy your presents, enjoy your food, and most importantly, enjoy your time with your family and friends. Never take things for granted. Happy Holidays!

December 24th, 2021.

It's Christmas eve! We are now less than a day away! I wish you all a great Christmas, and please stay safe during the whole global virus thing still going on right now... anywho, enjoy, and listen to as many Christmas songs as you can! Also, a 6-pannel webcomic will be uploaded tomorrow, it's special because it's Christmas. EDIT: I got some epic MIDIs to play on the site. Nintendo, please don't sue me over something this trivial.

December 23rd, 2021.

I'm still working on the website, and I hope you all are ready for Christmas! I'll probably be sorting out a few categories on the homepage, and some extra pages on gaming or comics should be done by the end of the day. EDIT: 3,000 VIEWS! This is awesome guys! I'm so happy that there are over three thousand people who found my hard work.

December 22nd, 2021.

I know I know, I keep saying the websites coming back over and over, but this time I really will make an effort to be more active. I've got it all organized, and the website is being updated as I speak, so we should be set for the new year, 2022! 

September 30th, 2021.

Still working on the site, it's pretty slow though. Also, it's a whole new month tomorrow, that's pretty interesting. I got Friday to look forward to. hoping to see the new James bond and the jackass movie, it's something to look forward to.

September 29th, 2021.

I've done yet another overhaul to the website, I don't know if it's gonna stick, I'm always changing it. but it looks alright. I'm gonna get some stuff on the site because I always forget about it. the rest of these pages should be up soon enough.

August 1st, 2021.

I've moved things around a little, not much. it just saves me updating stuff all the time across each page because I don't know how to run scripts to change that yet.

May 5th, 2021.

The website should be up by this afternoon, ill just have to see. but i've done a huge overhaul with html tables to make it more modernized.

May 3rd, 2021.

I started working on my new website layout and its gonna take a while to perfect.

March 15th, 2021.

After my last failed attempt at getting the website fully revamped, I picked up where I left off and finnaly finished the big update to the whole website's astetic, groove, and the sorts. I'll think about those other pages in the morning.

March 14th, 2021.

Addressing the website's overhaul was a mess. I am going to have to have a look at the code and perhaps redo it from scratch. luckily not much had to be redone, it was an easy fix. hopefully I can get it done before midnight.

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